Thanks Lisa. It's really not that bad. It was at first...but since we've stopped talking I feel a lot better.

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Oh lisa...what part of SC are you from?

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That's where the jerk originated lol.....he's originally from Chesterfield.

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Marie~ You sound like such a good person, and you're right. You deserve the best. Someone who will be honest with you and put you #1.

You will find someone like that and have a baby all in God's time.

Thanks for keeping us posted. We really do care about you and I will continue to pray for you.

Just a little info on myself here...

My ex and me broke up after being in a relationship for 8 yrs. DD was 4 mos old. I made the decision to leave him. He abused me, etc (won't go into all the gory details). I made the decision to leave my ex. I didn't want to raise her in that type of environment. I couldn't stand him. We went to court over custody, etc. Anyways, to make a long story short, I never tried to keep DD away from her daddy. I very easily could have gotten a restraining order against him for the both of us, but he was a good daddy to DD and I wouldn't interfere with their relationship.
When DD was 2 yrs, he got his driver license taken away for a year and I did the driving so DD and her daddy could have that relationship. My parents and everyone thought I was crazy for doing that. They all wanted me to make it difficult for him to see DD, but I couldn't do that. The drive to his house was 2 hrs (one way), then I would come back and do this two weekends a month. Believe me it wasn't fun. Eventually he saw that even though him and I didn't always get along or agree on everything, I did want what was in DD best interest and that was for her to have her daddy in her life.

I know this doesn't compare to your story, but what I'm getting at is...

When DD was 3 yrs, her daddy (my ex) passed away in May of 2005.

Now, I am so thankful that I went the extra mile for them both. Even though I wasn't IN LOVE with him anymore, I still loved him as a person,
and now I can think back about him with a smile and tears. I know in my heart that I did the right thing.

So.. I'm just letting you know that I really admire you for not getting in the way of their relationship IF you are PG.

Thanks for letting me share my story. Now I have tears running down my face. No matter how much of a jerk he was to me at times I do miss him and I can say that I did the right thing and that I can feel good about.

I will never tell my DD about the bad in our relationship. All she needs to know is her daddy was good to her for those short 3 yrs.

Today I have the best DH in this world. He is so good to me and DD. I believe God lets things happen for a reason. I believe this was meant to be.

Hang in there and I'm praying for you.

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Thanks Regina. I'm sorry about the bad relationship and about your DD losing her father.

I appreciate everyones support.

I texted him to let him know I'm late.

No response.

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Marie I am from Newberry County, a small town names Prosperity. I work in Columbia. Chesterfield is about 2 hours away.

Glad you are okay, stay in touch with us sweetie!

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Well....started spotting today...so I'm thinking thats the first sign of my period. Whew! No real cramps...which is strange for me...but...we'll see how it progresses.

Marie, Was that you?

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I think it must have been.

Marie we all care and want you to let us know how you are doing!

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Yes it was me...

Okay, though I was spotting...I took a test anyway....faint positive. I'm going to wait another day or so and test again.

Worried if I am could the spotting be early miscarriage?

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It could be implantation bleeding, since you got a positive.

Marie - We love seeing Pee sticks. Can you post it for us? How many DPO are you?

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Marie a positive is positive. Do another test in the morning just to be sure.

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16 dpo

Implantation would have already occured though wouldn't it have??

Here's the pee stick:

http://i70.photobucket.com/albums/i9...2/test0611.jpg

See...it's faint.

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Marie - that looks like a positive to me. You could still have a little implantation spotting at this point. I'd go to a Dr for confirmation, if it was me.

Positive is Positive! You might want to call him and let him know.

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Wow Marie. How do you feel about this?

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