Rebecca ~ Happy Anniversary and ditto what Snowie and Kristy said *hugs*

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Belated happy anniversary Rebecca, glad you two had a nice time together. Well cycle buddy Elmo showed for me this morning, just wondering if we were still together? I like it that you are considering a double IUI, I think keeping your options open is good for now. I am praying for that little bundle of joy for Brad and you too.

Steph hugs!

Hello everyone else, I know we all have been so sad here lately for Jend, I had a good cry last night when I told Forrest after he had stopped for the night, he broke down too. That is why I didn't tell him while he was driving. He sends his love and hugs to all of you too, says you all need to just band tighter together around Jend and Dave, and I agree. You know this is in awesome bunch of woman here. God bless us all!

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Lisa - We will be cycle buddies, I'm sure.

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Sorry AF is showing for you, really hoped by some miracle it would not show for you. We need some good things happening around here.

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Rac - I checked in for that miracle too. I prayed so hard for you. Maybe if you guys aren't ready for another IUI just keep the clomid going in the meantime....can't hurt right? Like everyone said, we support what ever choice you make and We You!

Lisa - Just wanted to say HI!

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Hi Cassie! Love Rhylee's new pictures, she is soooo cute.

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Lisa - Thank you! Some little boy was like MOOOOMMMMAAAA, look this baby has a BIG head! Then he was telling some other little kids My MIL was standing next to me, I said he's going to have a fat lip if he doesn't be quiet Kids are so mean. His momma said that's because she has those BIG blue eyes. I said, It's cause she's so SMART.

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Please, her head is not big, but she does have some beautiful blue eyes. Kid are mean, but I just don't get it with the big head comment at all.

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Lisa - it was always in the 90 something percentile and her body was 25-50th It runs in her daddy's family! It fits her body now though. Oh well mean kids!

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Bec ~

Lisa ~ *kiss*

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Things NOT going well with Daniel. Without the gory details, he's taken me to the end of my rope. He's paying me back the cash he owes me tomorrow (or I'll carve it out of his flesh) from, I have his meds (after a mega blow-out yesterday) which was supposd to be the plan anyway, then he started to back-peddle at the last second, but I held my ground. Cost me, but I held my ground.

Anyway, I'm just done arguing. I'm changing my expectations, and as long as he pulls his weight financially, then whatever. For now, it's easier on me with him there than with him gone. Not ready for him to be gone for good. Probably never will be. I'm just gonna do my own thing. I told him what I'd do with the meds, what I expected financially, and that I was tired of fighting and getting nowhere. And tired of broken promises. He's so messed up, and I'm not going to start going backwards physically b/c of his preschool temper tantrums. I told him multiple times last night that he might be able to run his scams on others and twist their heads around, but that I could see through it and beyond (he manipulated by attacking and changing the subject and twisting things around) -- its ASTOUNDING, but it doesn't fool me. And I refuse to play into it anymore. Done.

He'd better not ask me for jack-squat either. He's on his own. If he wants to be a grown up again, then we'll see, but for now, I'm just going to keep him from killing himself with meds, quit trying to repair what is broken and just concentrate on myself, and keep him from making me nuts. I'm so tired (two hours sleep, literally) and strung out. I told him this morning, I wasn't going to have another night like last night. And I'm not. I'm disengaging from that part.

As for the 2ww...well...I didn't do the OPK, so I don't know, and with everything having changed in the past months...anyway, it's technically a 2ww, b/c the (questionable) swimmers were in the pool an estimated 36-48hrs before estimated O. Had EWCM that seems to have already changed to lotiony, so perhaps O was a tad earlier than I thought.

But for now, I'm going to play it all very cool. And he can kiss my butt.

Oh and the boss's wife just pissed me off. Jeeez, doI have to have non-stop stress 24/7?????

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*sniffle* Thanks. I need a margarita. A big one. The size of my head.

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Rebecca - the only thing I really checked yesterday was a/b Jend. I am so sorry to see your temp drop. (((HUGS)))

Steph - sorry things are so sucky - HUGS

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Rebecca-Again lots of hugs to you. All of this IF stuff isn't fair and I agree that it is harder to take when you have "help" and it doesn't work. Take the time you need before making any final decisions......I was always ready to call it quits after a failed cycle but after a few days was ready to jump back in. Until then relax and enjoy some drinks! Happy anniversary.

Steph-Sending you hugs too!

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Steph, big hugs you know we are here for you.

Good morning everyone, hope all is as well as can be expected.

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Hello Girls~
I have been lurking, but not posting much... It is just so hard around here lately.

We have bee doing our state testing ALL week at work, and thank goodness tomorrow is the last day! I have been packing up everything in my office, which is A LOT of stuff!! I take home a few boxes everyday. Today my new school opens, so I am going over there afterschool to see my new office space. I am excited about this change!

No news on the DE front. Still waiting for my af and her af to show before we can move ahead. I am a bit worried that our trip to Florida this summer may interfere with the cycle timing. We're going June 21, and I *think* ET may be that week. I am trying not to stress about it, because it all depends on when af shows for her.

We bought a new car on Sunday. Well, new to us. It is a little VW Cabrio for me to drive to work, instead of the Expedition, since that EATS gas! With my new job I will have to drive about 40 minutes each way and gas is just too expensive. It is a cute car. I like it.

Bec~ I wish I knew what to say to you. I know it is so disappointing. I get so angry. It's not fair that we can't get pregnant on our *own* and then really sucky that when we pay tons of money and pump hormones into our bodies, it still won't work. (((hugs))) Take whatever time you need to sort out what is best for you and Brad.

Steph~ (((hugs))) I'm sorry things aren't going well.

Lisa~ HI!

Bets~ I miss you.

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