Thank you - ALL of you! It's been a really rough day for me (not becaue of me, though). I can't stop thinking about Jen and I feel like I lost a member of my own family. None of this is fair to any of us. I just wish there were answers for everything. Why do bad things happen to good people and good things to bad people? I just don't get it and it makes me angry.
To make myself feel better about my cycle, I bought a new bathing suit and clothes for vacation from VS yesterday and today I am going to start tanning. Since a pregnancy isn't in my near future, I am going to concentrate on me and start doing things for myself again. I really need to lose this gut that I have accumulated, so that new suit is my incentive. Malibu Pilates, here I come!
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