Em- I took a break a cycle or two from posting on any TTC boards b/c it was making me feel bad. Hard to explain but the break took my mind away from it all. Sometimes we need to just do that especially for everything you've gone through.

Well this morning I was a bit confused at my temp and did it 2x with getting same temp both times. This is def something different on my chart than any of my other charts. I really pray it means something good! Gosh 6DPO. I only have one CBE digi test and that's it. Wed is my official test day so I guess we'll find out.

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I daydream about quitting this job...just one more thing in my life I hate...

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WOW, it's quiet here.

Thanks for all the sweet comments about the house. I hope it works out, and we can sell ours. Today was my last official day of work! I am completely moved out of my old office. I may go to my new school on Friday to work on organizing my new office come. I go tomorrow to sign my contract.

The kids are with us for a month now. They have been so sweet. I just adore them and wish they were with us more.

Steph~ ((hugs)) Is your week looking any better? I can only imagine how hard this all is for you. I wish there was something I could say to make it better...

Em~ I am so happy to see you. I have missed you. ((hugs))

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Lauren- WAHOOO to finished with the old school. Onto new and exciting things. Did you donor finally get AF? Have they given you any new updates?

Lauren - Good to hear from you!! Sounds like you're going to have a great month with the kids. Enjoy your time off and have fun setting up your new office!!!

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I'm in the dreaded 2WW so I don't have much to say.

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Stacey- Crossing my crossables for you

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Stacey - your chart is looking good... just a few more days

Lauren - I really think that all these positive changes are a sign for you... the new house, the new job... everything is getting all lined up for a new baby.

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Hello everyone, wish I could say we had a good conference, but all I can say is I work with a lot of slackers, who will put if off on you if you give them a chance. Example yesterday I was there at 6:30 am and got home last night 11:30 pm, was back there this morning at 6:30 am and now here at work with a desk overflowing. Working on the weekend (Saturday and Sunday) and not having a break is about to kill me. Ahhhhhh! I need a vacation now and here we are at year end.

Just wanted to say hi!

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Lauren ~ Thanks, but no unfortunately life sucks. And it's not going to get any better. I took a mental health day yesterday. I lied and said I had strep. I just couldn't bear the thought of coming to this place. And CD1 today, so that's just the cherry on the sundae. Oh well, so much for that. I had a daydream/light sleep dream last night about walking on the beach in Florida, living with Daniel in my grandmothers house (which my parents are keeping), walking on the beach with a twin toddler in each hand, a boy and a girl, Michael and Elizabeth. I don't know if it was a daydream or a dream-deam. Either way, nice dream, but I don't see it happening. I think I'm going to replace my 'quit smoking' ticker with a 'quit work' or 'new life' ticker. End of August. I should be able to have a chunck of money saved, and then decide from there what to do. I just can't see moving out of the house, it would only end up saving me like $500 over the next few months (movers twice, storage space, etc).

So, I think as far as I'm getting for the time being is that I'm going to make it to the end of August in the house and in the job, and see where the wind blows me from there...

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Wind blowing Steph to SC to start new life in the State of friendly faces, and smiling faces.

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Here Here Lisa!!!

*cries* Not too far from Florida, huh? St. Pete? My parents ARE going to keep my grandmother's house and plan to move there, but not for about two and a half years.

It was the only idea that I felt any kind of good about. I made an entire page of ideas the other day.

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Why don't you move there for now and keep your eyes open for a place of your own. FL has a lot of opportunities, you would do great there! Keep your options open, and get a fresh start on life. You are smart, beautiful inside and out, you have a lot going on for you, do it! Later you will look back and think why didn't I do that sooner.

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I think that is a great idea if your parents go for it. You could put back some money and not need to find a high stress job. Keep us posted!

Hi everyone

Haven't had a chance to get on the computer. We have been camped out at the hospital all week. DH's grandpa died yesterday. DH's family is very close and it's really tough right now. I don't even want to think about the funeral and wake.

Hope everyone is doing good!

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