I am about to have a meltdown
Today I called my nurse at the fert. clinic to ask about why I show all signs of ovulation. She said that she did not want to diagnose me, but thinks that I have luteinizing unruptured follicle syndrome (LUFS). Basically, this means that my hormones do everything to get my body to ovulate, but the follicles don't grow to actually produce the egg. When there happens to be a mature follicle, it may not actually release the egg.
This was blow number 1. Coming to terms with my IF by actually having a name to put with it. It felt like a death sentence.
Then came blow number 2. I started looking on the internet for information on LUFS. Instead of finding information on the condition, I found this (at fertilityplus.org)
Doctors may not mention this to women who are trying to get pregnant, but the use of non-steroidal anti-inflamatory drugs, including Advil and Aleve, and aspirin cause ovulation problems. Specifically, the use of these medications can cause a failure of the follicles to burst and release eggs -- called luteinizing unruptured follicle syndrome (LUF or LUFS). Below are some abstracts on the subject. Full journal articles may be ordered through Medline or found at medical libraries.
I never knew this. About two years ago, I was at my regular doctor, discussing my migraines (I suffer from "severe migraines" as the neurologist put it). I was worried about ttc and migraine meds; the doctor advised me to go off the meds and instead take advil and aspirin (3+2 combination) when I have a migraine. For about two years now, I have been taking this combination when I have a migraine. Even when I have just a bad headache, I generally take 3-4 of whatever medicine.
I feel so stupid. Everything I am reading is making me think that I have this syndrome, and I caused it by taking these meds. Does everyone already know about this? Am I the only one in the dark about headache medicine causing infertility????? I feel so awful right now.
I have already been feeling like giving up ttc. Now I feel like there is no hope because of such stupidity.
Is it reversible? I don't know. I'm trying to figure this out. But I can't believe that I didn't know about this sooner.
DH is out of town; probably a good thing because he gets upset when I am down. But I really wish he were here right now, because I really need a hug. And another brain to figure this out.
I feel so sad. And so stupid. Like I should have known. I look up everything! How could I have not even thought to find out about this?
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