Ok, here we go again, on the road of TTC.
I got preg last sep in the middle of the two hurricanes that hit Florida. (crazy what u find to do, when u have no power for two weeks!)
I was so happy, since for the last 10 years i was told that i was unable to have children. I was very overweight and it stopped me from ovulation.
well i have had gastric bypass surgery and lost 200 pounds. we concieved and all was well.
until i got to 21 weeks. i have an IC and started dialating early and so i had to be induced.
well now we have gotten the ok to try again. i am just so scared. i know that it will happen again. so i have to get a cerclage with this preg.
what if Dylan was my only chance of having a child? What if i cant get prego? these thoughts go through my head daily!!!
Im hopeing that this forum will help me on this road, as maybe i can help others!
hugs,
nikki

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Proud Mommie to Dylan
Born Still...But Still Born!
10 1/2 in. 13 oz.
02/02/05

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I wanted you to know that there are people out here in your shoes. I have lost 2 babies one at 25 wks, that lived 5 days, and the last one in December at 19 weeks. It is heart breaking. I have a daughter that is almost 10 and she was a completely uncomplicated pregnancy, but ever since I have had terrible luck. My first loss was in 1997, and it eventually ruined my marriage. I remarried in August of this last year, and my new Husband and I wanted so badly to get pregnant, and we did right away. I too have an IC, and had a cerlage placed at 13 weeks. I also ended up on strick bed rest at home at 16 weeks. Everything seemed to be going well after that, untill I became very ill one morning. I ended up in the ER to get some IV fluids and meds to keep me from getting sick and while we were there they couldn't find the heart rate of the baby. They confirmed it with an Ultrasound. I went through 4 days of induction to deliver.
We have been to a Perinatologist, and are trying again now to conceive. It has been tow diapponting months. We got pregnant so easily the first time, and now we have failed the last two months. We are still trying, and hoping that it will happen soon.
I just wanted you to know that you are not alone out here that there are others that are in your shoes. Just keep trying