Rebecca and Regina - I'm sorry, I didn't post the poem to upset anyone. Sometimes I just need a little hope that everything Juan and I have been through is not for naught, if that makes sense. I ran across it on another website, and as much as it made me cry to read it, it made me also realize that there is a plan, and that I have to trust in it, or go nuts.

I'm wondering if I didn't actually ovulate last month. My AF is not normal this month, it's sooooo light. I never have light AFs. I'm also freaked out about ectopics given previous experience, so I will probably do an HPT before I start my clomid tonight. I'm sure it will be negative, I just am so confused by my AF.

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