Thanks Stephanie, I am a mix of emotions and without DH here I just want to be held right now. It is both good and bad but I know everything happens for a reason and those must not have been good pregnancies so I guess that it happened for the best. So now I will focus on the future and not the past. Easy to say, we will see how I do. Plus I have company arriving this afternoon from England staying with me until the 15th, so that will get if off my mind too.

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