Ebony-I'm sorry your heart is hurting. It sounds like to me you are mourning what you hoped he would be & what you dreamed for your future together. It is always hard letting go of someone that we care about & it will take time. Make sure that you seperate the truth from your dreams. This guy doesn't deserve you. He is not respecting you as a women. I know deep inside you are a strong women that demands way more from a man, take some time & reconnect with that women. You don't need a man to make your life complete & you definitely don't need a man that doesn't cherish you for the wonderful women you are. Chin up girly! I hope you heartache heals soon.

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