Ebony-my theory is that when you are with "the one" everything comes pretty easy-you are made to feel wanted and loved. The fact that you feel you are a "pest" to this man is not a good sign. I would try to detach from him and focus on your friends and family. If its meant to be, he will come back and then you can have a conversation of how this isn't really working for you and what you need/expect from a relationship. Good luck with whatever you decide!

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