I know this is really bad. But I went outside and had a cigarette. My first one in YEARS. I'm still waiting for the doctor to call me with the results...they were faxed the same time I was. If they wait till tomorrow to get back to me I will give them a piece of my mind!!!!

And I know you guys are right I should have waited until the doctor to call me back but a) I'm not patient...b) I'm a control freak c) I'm a hypocondriac- so to get results and not analyze is physically & mentally impossible for me.

If nothing else, maybe being bad and having the cigarette will confirm a BFP this month. That would just figure wouldn't it???

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