So last night I come home at least pacified that I have a SA lab requisition.

DH is less than enthusiastic. It was not the response I was expecting. Before I went hormonal crazy on him, I went for a swim.

I come back, he knows I'm pissed. We talk. He apparently after filling my head with the fact that something is wrong with him for months is suprised that I am making him do this. .

I got up and went back to the pool. This time he came out to see me. He says "I didn't say I wasn't going to do it. It's just embarassing." I give him another evil eye.

He says "can't I do it here?" (that isn't an option cause we are too far from clinic) I give him another evil eye.

Then I go on my soapbox rant...go on and on and on...about the things women go through. And all he needs to do is do what he's been doing since he's been a teenager and hand it to the nice people in white coats.

he says if he's not turned on he's not going to produce very much. And I said after 4 days I'm sure you'll be fine.

Then like a little boy he asks "Are you going to go with me?" GEEZUS.
"Yes I will go with you. " Then he says "well I've always wanted to know, I guess I just never really expected to be in this situation."

I let out a big sigh...and for the first time in the evening I feel bad for him. Give him a kiss and say "yeah me neither."

~Betsy~

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