DH had to go to the docs today about his tennis elbow.While he was there he mentioned that we were ttc and not having much luck.
He did bend the truth a bit about how long we've been ttc though.Although we've been ttc for nearly 2 years he didn't tell them that we actually took a break for about 6 months last year so officially we've only been trying again since Jan this year.
He's started to worry that there may be a problem with him although I feel that if there is a problem it's more likely to be because of me(I don't know why,it's just a feeling I've got)

So now he's got to go for a SA on friday.

Also his doctor advised that I see my doc for fertility tests.
I'm not sure how I feel about this,especially as he kinda lied about how long we've been ttc.I know he did this so that we can get a head start if there does turn out to be a problem but I kinda feel like we're cheating.

I was tested for PCOS a coupla months ago and was given the all clear but now I'm starting to worry that there may be all kinds of problems.
I feel like I'm going crazy now.

Do I have the tests done and worry that they'll find something wrong or just carry on and hope for the best?

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