Hi girls

Me again firstly thank you all for your kind words I would say now if I am pregnant I cannot go through abortion as I am not like that I have a good family I am sure they would help me and my friends too.

When we made love and he was taking the condom off I just thought that he took it off but still managed somehow to squeeze the sperm out of the condom I dont know there was something not right there his action was weird.

I truly believe he is seeing someone else as he has gone from being someone that was interested very interested into someone that tells me I will call you and we wil go out one night in the week today is Wednesday and he still hasnt called. I can put up with him putting his son first but nothing else. As much as I feel I know him as a soulmate I think I have to let him go.

Just wished I coud tell him soon. Wish me luck girls and I will let you know about the tests I will get a kit 2morrow.

Big love to all Ebony xx