Kelly- I am glad you had your second appt and give it awhile. You will get it all out when you think it is time. Doest he therapist know you used to struggle with anorexia and have those thoughts? As for me I don't eat dinner late we always eat that early liek around 5:30-6ish because that is when the kids are ready BUT...once they go to bed at 8 and me and dh are alone to relax finally we like to enjoy dessert then. I know I know BADDDDDDDDDD but I need some JOY some days. Dh says we can jsut have some sex instead but I rather go for the ice cream or cake or whatever I have. I know I won't stop that for life so I need to figure out something else or live with this last five pounds?

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