Well, after some thinking, and some attempts to discuss things with DH, I guess I've decided to let the baby thing go and just turn it all over to the Lord. Maybe it's just not in His plan for me to have another child. Maybe this is His way of telling me to turn my attention to something else, like the really awesome little boy I have right in front of me. I've tried talking to DH, and it just really isn't going anywhere, so, I guess for my own sanity, I've got to let it go.