Karyn - I guess that lupron is some wicked stuff. I remember reading a couple of weeks ago that you thought AF was coming but I guess she psyched you out... biatch as usual I see why you don't want to take the provera to bring her on - did your doctor say when she would really recommend that versus just waiting?

Rebecca - I guess I was confused but I thought the father was her ex and thats why she didn't want the baby since they were splitting up? Not that there's any good reason whether its her ex or some new guy... It is sad if the baby can sense that its unloved... hopefully she will snap out of it and fall in love with her child. Does she have any other children from the 7 years of trying or this is her first?

Lisa - I'm so jealous of all this garden talk. I've been thinking of planting an herb "garden"... that would be a couple of small pots in my tiny apartment

Steph - I can't imagine it either. Hopefully your friends try to understand even if they can't fully grasp how you feel... hugs...

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