Thanks, girls. I know you are right. It's just that usually doesn't happen for me. I've just never been lucky enough for things to just resolve themselves-LOL. And my colposcopy and punch biopsy was the worst thing I had ever endured.

When my Doc told me to wait one year after the cone, then pop out my kid(s) within 2 years....well, that was the plan. He said there was nothing keeping it from coming back and he acted like he expected it to come back....just not this soon. And then the plan was if the dysplasia came back, I'd just get rid of the whole darn organ. I'm going to be crushed if I have to deal with this again, instead of TTC. No, 'crushed' isnt' right. What's beyond crushed? Liquified?

And I keep thinking about an old highschool friend who told me they had to abort her PG b/c of abnormal pap....that turned out to be fine, no cancer stuff.

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