Thanks, Rac! I didn't really agree with that CL, either. It just seemed like my normal post O temps were in the 98's, I guess I could do that overlay thing.

So, I really need someone to talk me down here....I'm sitting here at my desk sobbing and all I think is "not again, not again, not again." I just called my NP office. See, I had cervical precancer a couple of years ago that resulted in a cone biopsy and paps ever 3 months. Well, the last pap I had I was told that I could move to every 6 months. So I was sitting here thinking "wow, with the lap and everything, I completely spaced making sure that I had that next pap scheduled." So, I called in and asked when my last pap was...after the stupid new girl looked for a while, she finally said, "your last one was in Dec 07 and it was ABNORMAL you should have come back" God that b**ch was rude, too. Like it was my fault that I didn't come back in like I was some kind of moron.

I could have SWORN that my NP called me after every pap. After all I went through all of that....but Now I don't remember if I heard from her or not on my last pap. Oh, God! Oh please let this be somekind of mistake. If that cancer comes back....oh my god, I mean that's it. no more TTC. I can't breath. I can't call DH, he has a service change today (ie, REALLY busy)

So, the NP is supposed to call me back. I told that stupid little receptionist, have the NP call me please......And she acted like I should just wait until the 17th- which is the next available pap appt. Oh my god, I'm totally losing it here.

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