Oh, new drama in my life (indirectly). So last night I find out that my oldest step daughter is pg AGAIN (she's going to be...mmm...I have to count now...22 this September). This is the one who has the 2.5 year old that I helped raise his first year, and a 4.5 month old, she just married the infant's father a few weeks before he was born. Her husband also has a 3.5 year old from a prior relationship, so they have three between them already. Now she's pg again, and I hear tell that she's going to have an abortion!!! And that she was drunk last night and taking vicoden or something like that.

Yeah, okay, get knocked up all over the place, have all these kids, but get MARRIED, and then start having abortions as birth control? Excuse me, but WTF??? I mean, I figured she'd be knocked up again by year's end, but I wasn't expecting it quite this fast (it was about 7-8 months of being with both guys before when she got pg with the first two).

So help me, if she has an abortion, I'm going to show up at her front door, pull her outside, slap her dead in the face, and tell her to forget she ever met me. We don't talk now; we haven't since the new kid was born. She couldn't be bothered to call me, even though I was there every time she'd go into the hospital with problems (usually dehydration and hypochondria), and a few times, I was the only parent there with her at all. Combine that with a bunch of stuff she's done, and she's off the list of people I am interested in having in my life.

Drama, drama, drama. Oh for a peaceful and quiet life. I swear, I'm moving to the Bahamas or somewhere like that. Why do people think popping out kids is no big deal? Why don't they use birth control, abstain at the right times, whatever if they aren't/don't want one? WTF is WRONG with people? It's not like going to McDonalds and ordering up a Big Mac for Pete's sake.

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