I maintained this week. But it could have been worse I have to tell myself.

Oh gosh this fissure tare is KILLING me this week. I am about to call that doctor and say DO SOMETHING!!! Stupid creams and stool softeners are not working!!! You would think I would just have the runs by now but nope, can't hardly get anything to go out. Maybe i should just try one of those colon cleanse things. Uggh.

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