Hey Steph find me one for JUNK food! UGH okay girls I am the ring leader normally bnut I have to confess....

I have been bad the last two days, haven't done a workout and have been completely stress eating.. I suck!

Darren and I are supposed to have a weekend this weekend...My mom was to watch the kids..First time ever leaving Riley so I was stressed over that...Then mom backed out on me after the hotel is booked, kennel is booked everything is set...So now my MIl volunteered but she raises my neice and nephew and my neice has a dance recital this weekend...yadda yadda...Feels too much to ask of her but I want to go wtih my husband..I want to be a adult for a change not jsut a mom. Then I find out my papa has had a mild heartattack. I called him today and prayed with him over the phone and we both cried through it. GEEZ what a week already! Not to mention Riley has had two appts already and tomorrow she has to start new testing. We will have to go to the doctor five times in order to draw enough blood because they can't take too much from her at once.

All this being said....I went to the surgeon today and he said the girls looked great. I questioned when i could run again and he said put on two sports bras and give it a try I said what do you mean two sports bras...he responded welcome to the BIG GIRLS club. I nearly fainted. Oh and I also had to go back to the doctor for that UTi yesterday and she wants to send me to a urologist since there was a trace of blood both times. I am a mess this week. Dh is working late tonight, I have to take allt he equipment and Carter and Riley to his game alone...UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Should I go on? If we do get to go for the weekend I will have to drive both kids three hours to Va to one of the grandmas and three hours back. Talk about tired! Packing for them to be gone from me for three days will be a nightmare..Okay now I am complaining...

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