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Well, that is all I can say about the crappy day I have had. Ok so the lady told me over the phone that my hemoglobin was 6.0. So I looked it up online, and for a hemoglobin level to be a 6.0 you are practically dead, and have to be hospitalized to fix it. Well, if you LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, I marched my fat butt up to them and demanded the results paperwork and had the nurse explain it to me again. She then showed me that the hemoglobin was the A1c Hemoglobin in english it means a fancy glucose test. Which I think is odd bc when you are pg your glucose test is some nast Sh%% and it makes you want to vomit uncontrollably. Any who, a 6.0 hemoglobin A1c is in english fat girl you are a diabetic. Which is caused by uncontrollable eating habits, being fat and lazy, don't drink enough unsweetened drinks kinda crap. So, yes I am a freakin diabetic. If that wasn't enough DH and I have to not BD the rest of the week so WE DON'T GET PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


So we are on a TTC break to make me skinny and diabetic free. Oh, so now I have to diet, exercise, and no more soda. Other than that I am just peachy.

Oh, and just to say screw diabetes I went to McDonalds and had a double quarter pounder meal large sized and two giant DP's.
Mel- Oh, I am praying that you find a way better place than where you are at now. I can't believe they allow those things to happen.
Claire- ROFLMAO- you crack me up. I love how DH sperm swim in circles bc he is a Nascar fan! I am glad he was able to see his manhood under the scope. I hope you get the s/a results soon so you know about his swimmers abilities. Oh, and I will be joining the WL group tonight. I have always been a 12. Then a 16, and now an 18 but should be bigger but refuse to go that far. Denial I guess. We need to be WL buddies!
Ashley-I know where do they get their degrees? I was so scared I would be put in the hospital and die. Then I was relieved it was only diabetes. Now I am just pissed off. It really sucks. THough, it gives me the incentive to make sure that I am not going to be the fat girl anymore.
Irene- I signed a form that said they could release the information to me over the phone as long as they verified my ss# and DOB and maiden name. I did only talk to the nurse again but I have my own personal nurse I talked to tonight. My grandma is a RN so she told me what to look for online and what to do if I can't do it on my own.
I am sorry if I didn't respond to anyone else, I am just exhausted after all of this today. It makes it worse that we can't TTC until I get this under control. I didn't want to stop. Oh well, I need to be healthy before I get PG and risk my life and a baby's life. So, I guess it is a blessing in disguise.