OKay I have had a few meltdowns today. It could be AF and my stupid hormones, could be the painkillers that I swear are NOT working, could be both? UGH.

Steph you are right I need to take it easy but gosh it is so weird to have to get a babysitter when dh left to go to Carter's baseball game. My great friend Brandy who lives just next door has Riley and is feeding her dinner. She is having a great time I am sure and loves to go over there...But I feel so helpless. I tried to watch her today for thirty minutes and it was a BIG mistake. By the way Riley doesn't sit anymore ANYWHERE for more than two secs. BUSY bee!

Oh and dh told me today that we may go to Nashville during Memorial Day weekend. He has a convention to work and I can go with him. He said maybe we can get a sitter....OKAY I may not even feel better or look better by then??????

Dr. Kayla tell me again the cc's you got. My ps told me he was taking two sizes in and see how they looked. When I found out I got the larger that is waht has sparked my freaking out!

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