Okay I have laid around all day and I am BORED! I helped dh unpack the groceries just now and I think I over did it? When I lay around I am more sore if that makes sense? Feels better to make myself get up and around some.

Kayla- okay I am SCARED to death to see under this bandage. I go back Tues for first post op then two weeks is when I get stitches out. Was that the same for you? Dh said today "want me to take you buy new bras. He said a 34C right?" i said "now how am I supposed to know that yet??" He is so silly! I am still worried they may be a D or something? I tried to peek a bit but they are up under my chin basically. How long does that take to drop?? I realized I only have 9 weeks before our beach trip...Is that enough time?? The way I feel right now I wonder if they will ever not hurt? I also weigh WAY more now too! Goodness. They weigh 7 pounds??? Is that possible????

Steph did you leave me a message? Dh said your phone is beeping...When he brought it in a while ago from the car... I am so lazy feeling I don't even want to check messages. I have had dh screening calls. Not really in the mood to talk. Ya know? I feel so many emotions right now. Mostly jsut feel BAD. A shower would help but I can't have one until tomorrow and that is opening a whole new bunch of fears up...I have to take off this bandage to take a shower...I am honestly scared.

Okay back enough babbling

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