Bina - I am so glad to hear that everything is looking good so far! I know that you won't be convinced until Friday but I'm feeling great about it for you!

Deanna - <hugs> sorry that you're feeling depressed. I think having the b/w done might give you a boost... I know that doing something always makes me feel better.

Lindy - ditto to what everyone else said. I also occasionally feel guilty venting when I know that some of the IF girls have been through so much more. But then I think how I felt when I first started trying and I realize that they can probably remember how they felt when they had been trying for "just" a year like me. The one good thing though is that reading about other people's struggles can help you count your blessings for what you do have and watch how you say things when you are venting, kwim? As for anyone getting a BFP, we all get that tug of mixed feelings... not that you don't want the person to have one... you just want to have it too! If I had my way, each and every one of us would get our BFPs this very cycle!!!

So I had my follow up with my doctor last night. She did another ultrasound just to make sure there were no residual issues even though we were pretty sure it would be a-ok. Funny thing she gave me a pamphlet for the ovwatch. I don't know if I want to spend the money on it or not though since I think it only works if your cycles are normal... lately they have been but I don't think it would work if I had another 40 or 50 day cycle. She also mentioned that maybe she would put me on progesterone. She wants me to get the CD3 b/w and do the HSG and DH do the SA first but then it sounds like she'll be willing to medicate so we'll see (which is fine since I was already planning to do all the testing if I didn't get a French BFP ).

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