HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY I left my cell in the car and then I couldn't walk to go get it...Long story but anyway I am ALIVE. UGHHHHHHHHHHHH Way more painful than I had imagined and I feel as though I have been literally ran over by a truck but I am trying to get up and move around some today. Lots of tears shed yesterday. I expected to at least not feel pain with the pain meds when I first woke up but was in pain right away. That sort of surprised me. I think I am so tough and have a high tolerance but gosh this is HARD! Oh so GLAD I didn't do the tummy tuck too. I would be a MESS!

Dh has been doing so good at taking care of me so far. Problem is as soon as I doze off he comes in to say honey do you need anything?? UMMMMMMMMMMMM no I am asleep. BUt he has been giving me my meds to the hour that I need them and taking care of the kids. Riley doesn't understand why mommy won't hold her. So far that is the worst part.

Oh and to make matters worse...AF showed up lastnight. Not due for a week and a half but she showed up early ol hag. Stress I guess? Like I need that right now. Okay to best describe it...I feel like I have on a bra that is loaded down wiht heavy rocks and they are pulling my skin down. Ribs, chest and back muscles SUPER sore. I have ace bandage wrapped around me so tight and not allowed to shower for two days. So I haven't seen them yet and am very scared to. YIKES! Good thing is I was able to get back in my little hoodie after surgery so they can't be too big.

Gotta go laydown. I love you girls and thank you for caring about me!

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