Lauren,

I agree with what Betsy said. People who don't know your situation may find it easy to judge but we have all walked right beside you through your journey so we understand everything you have been through and how you have reached this particular spot. When you say you won't tell people irl does that include everyone? I only ask because it only takes one person to let it slip one day that you got pregnant with a donor egg and the child would think his/her entire life was based on a lie. Just a thought.

Did you go for a second opinion? Do you know anyone that would be a donor for you? {{{Hugs}}} I can't even imagine how hard this has been for you.

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