Cole, I would have to say that in the relative scheme of things, we did not have trouble with ttc our son, Dylan. We tried from November 2004 to the end of January 2005, then my grandpa passed away on Feb 4, 2005 and I was overwhelmed with grief and helping my mom to cope with it, so we didn't even give it much thought. Sure enough, it happened right around Valentine's Day. I look at Dylan as a gift sent to us from my grandpa, so that we could move on and look to the future and not feel so sad about losing someone we love so much. I hope that we do not have similar circumstances this time around, but I also hope that it doesn't take too long. This month is cycle number 3 for us and I have come up with a plan to hopefully speed things along and make July our "lucky month". I know it will happen when it's supposed to, I am just praying that it'll be sooner rather than later. I definitely do not want to go through the summer being pregnant again. That was the worst, not to mention that I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes...YUCK! Now I know that this time I have to be VERY careful about eating healthy and exercising on a regular basis. Well, enough of my sob story....it's just amazing that even though I had a horrible pregnancy, I am willing to endure it all over again, just to have another bundle of joy to bless our lives.

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